Another dream

Ok...here we go.  Another dream.  Last night I dreamed that we were hanging out with Curt and Amy at their new house and my water broke.  I didn't know what it was at the time.  I thought I was peeing myself so I rushed to the bathroom so embarrassed.  OMG!!  Then later in the dream I realized I was about 9 months pregnant and that wow! maybe my water did break!!  I told Ron in the dream and he told me to go wash up.  I was crazy and my water hadn't broken, but Curt and Amy rushed me out the door and to the hosp.  Very strange dream, but from talking to some other moms-to-be on the board, I'm finding out that I'm lucky I didn't wake up wet! lol

On another note, I had a dr appt this past Tuesday.  We got to hear the heartbeat!!!  A strong 156 bpm!  It was so cool.  The girls were there with me.  Megan and Becky seemed excited to be going in w/me but then when we heard the heartbeat, it was no big deal.  Now on the other hand, Brittany was still talking about it the next day...saying Mommy...I heard the baby's heart go bump thump bump thump really fast!! LOL...too cute.

My next appointment is right before Thanksgiving.  I can't wait.  It seems SO far away!

Dreams

I just woke up a few mins ago.  I had a strange dream about the baby.  I dreamed that NOTHING went right on the day we brought him home.  I want all brand new stuff for the baby, and he was in an old, yucky, dirty, used car seat.  Ron was in a rush to get home, he didn't even bother letting me buckle the little guy in.  So while Ron was driving, I was trying to hold my son, lean into the back seat, buckle the carseat in, hide the fact that my son wasn't in a car seat from the cops that Ron kept speeding by all while he was annoyed that I was making such a big deal about the car seat.  The baby wasn't dressed all pretty to come home, he was in a used, stained onesie.  Now for anyone that knows me, I'm so anal that NONE of this would happen.  My older kids are never yucky, clothes worn once and stained are never worn again, etc.  So no...I would never THINK of starting to do that stuff on his first day home.  It was very weird.  The one thing I do remember though is that he was so soft and chubby.  He was quiet and not fussing at all with all the commotion going on.  It was like he was content just being there.  So...does that mean I'm actually going to have a hyper crazy little animal?? LOL  Who cares!?! I'm having my miracle baby.  I love it!  We just have to work on Ron a bit I guess...LOL

Journal day 1

I just found a link to keep this journal so I guess I'll start tonight.  Megan and I spent the day walking around the Jackson Outlet Mall.  Nice place! We were there for about 5 hours! Not bad...I came home with 4 bags full of stuff and only spent about $65!  I was dying to buy baby stuff but I want to wait to find out what we are having.  With three girls already, a boy would be nice...but who cares?!?  As long as he/she is healthy, I'll be happy!

I'm very tired today.  My queasiness seems to be going away, but now I've got a REALLY BAD headache.  I think its because it was too warm today (felt warm anyway) and I didn't eat much.  But I just finished dinner and for once, I'm not feeling like a beached whale.  So things are looking up!  I'm going to catch up on the board and email then head to bed. 

G'nite!